god can't even judge me now

• 2013-03-26

  .

  your kiss,

  burned to my lips.

  your touch,

  branded on my hips.

  your smell,

  stained my clothes.

  and my love for you,

  still grows.

• 2013-02-18

  dont have to be perfect to be perfect for someone

  you were rough around the edges,

  just like me.

  and your rigdes fit perfectly,

  right with me.

  and you were the first to spend the night,

  next to me.

• 2013-02-07

  i try to echo what once was

• 2013-01-24

  This is me

  im not poise and polite like a beauty queen,

  ill admit i get a little mean.

  .

  and im not organized or neat.

  ill admit this is not discrete.

  .

  and i cant balance a book on my head,

  but ill fall and trip instead.

  .

  you can make a fancy dinner, i wont find it rude,

  but ill admit i rather be in PJs with chinese food.

  .

  and youll never find me in a bookstore,

  but probably in bed hungover from the night before.

  .

  and i dont wnat someone to tell me what to do,

  ill admit im a stubborn one too.

  .

  and forget about getting me a friuty drink,

  i bet i can chug this beer faster than you think.

  .

  and ill admit i tend to ahve one to many,

  especially if your serving good old Henny.

  .

  and if i concider you a friend,

  you got my trust, love, loyality til the end.

  .

  cause,

  this is me 

• 2013-01-21

  once upon a time

  once upon a time,

  you were my fairytale too.

  .

  .

  but now that book is so old,

  and ive had to put my feelings on hold,

  .

  .

  and your words are so faded,

  so my writers block keeps it from being updated.

• 2012-12-15

  truth?

  your pain brought me poetry,

  your love taught me loyality.

  our past gave me memories,

  and my hate left me empty.

• 2012-11-14

  you were my Diamond because even in the worst hour you shined to me

• 2012-11-11

  i want you

  i want a love where my heart races but my feet are planted.. a love where my mind always wonders to her and when in her company my hands cant help but wonder her body.. a love that takes the role of my best friend more so then just a lover.. a love where waking up to her is better then the dream i had sleeping next to her.. a love from a fairytale written only for me

• 2012-09-13

  i know i loose my heart a lot but hopefully your the one that will find it this time

• 2012-09-08

  clocks

  i must have a least 5 clocks in my room and its the worst… bein up is one thing, but knowin that your not bein able to sleep and watchin the minutes pass you by is so much worst.. its a blunt reminder that your thinking to much

• 2012-06-25

  i would love to meet a girl who wants to have fun, act silly, n be honest.. Where r you???

• 2012-06-03

  butterflies

  you gotta love that feeling you get when you know somethings there and its still a guessing game of makin a move or not, but you’ll catch yourself thinking bout them hours later.. How they tease you and you get that playful nervous giggle cause your to shy to respond.. no matter how great the relationship turns into no matter how much time goes by, you never forget those butterflies

• 2012-04-16

  where do i start

  my life as been turned upside down and i have forgotten whats right and.. wrong.. college is making my head spin, friends are making my body dance, and lovers have been making my heart race.. drama keeps my mouth talking, but stress has been keeping my hands tied.. all my work keeps my feet running, and my parents keep me up at night.. and as my head is spinning, my body is dancing, my hearts been racing, my mouths talking, my hands are tied, my feet running, and my eyes wide open, I’ve been nothing.. because with so much going on thats all I’ve wanted to do.. So today is my 19 birthday, and my present to me is to stop my head from spinning, keep tempo when I’m dancing, breath slowly to keep my heart beat normal, close my mouth… and my fist, stop my feet, and dream.. dream of everything i can accomplish tomorrow

• 2012-03-08

  Doubts

  i doubt myself more then anyone else that i think doubts me. i doubt you so much because i doubt my decisions about you. im so terrified to say to much, or say to little. im scared to be hurt if i keep you around and im scared of how much ill miss you if i walk away. im scared that i cant stand with out you but i know i will if i have to. i doubt that anyone will stick around, you who ever is reading this or anyone else in my life. who can prove me wrong?

• 2012-03-04

  Tame Me

  victoria got some secrets,

  but can you keep some too?

  my heart brain and soul are all into you.

  i gave up my security to say i love you,

  and now im tryin to pretend like no one even knew.

  but now im scared that once you said it, it wasnt true.

  so i run all night, tryin to catch my thoughts.

  but im running in circles after so many shots.

  and people try to say the night goes on,

  even though in my head i feel so gone.

  as i close my eyes, i dream of you.

  but when i wake up i try to say it aint true.

  no one has ever hooked me like you do.

  so here i am, finally escaped from the zoo,

  cause i needed to say how wild i am about you.